Working on it

I just realize something..

Blogging style changes as time pass..

Look at mine,
From Amateur, to Stupid, to Comedic, to Factual, to Educational, to Stupid again, to Rants, to heartbreaks emo boy, to randomness, and to Rants again and to lovely dovely post..


All I can say.. July is gonna be one hell of a month,
So is August I guess..

But I don't give a damn.

*off~

Super Mario Bros

I was a kid when my mom got me my very first video game console.
You know, those Nintendo cartridge kind of console.. and with a single cartridge, I can play up to 500 kinds of games.. though 10% of the games needed guns to play and 5% of the game is corrupted.

And one of the games I was introduced by my siblings.. Super Mario Bros! Yes, the infamous Mario song.. after few years later.. I'd not completed the game before.
But now, the console is still alive.. But lazy to look for it to play. Wonder what my parents will say if I really do dig out the console..
But years later.. I got a new video game console.. a much better and cooler cartridge console..
Sega Mega Drive. And play something similar to Mario.. Sonic the hedgehog. From that day on, Mario was history.

But!! I'd been searching for the game all my life, I finally found it!
The old school Super Mario Bros!
Press start!! Adventure begins!
Of mushrooms, flying turtles, green mushrooms and rainbow flower??!

But what's fucked up is that after so many years of trying.. I'd never reach the final level before! Screw you Nintendo for making Mario game almost impossible!! I was just a child! I don't think! I play!!

So, the furthest I can get was up till the beginning of World 8... after that.. I gave up.
What the heck, there wasn't any walkthrough for Super Mario Bros 15 years ago.. Internet was junk!

15 years later, I finally manage to rescue the freaking retard princess.
Oh my god, talk about old school. Nintendo cheated my feelings.
So I rescued the princess now.. I finished the game..
I still have Super Mario Bro 2 and 3..
Not to mention Nintendo Wii's Mario games..
Holy shit, if each games need 15 years.. there's goes my adulthood =)

Mario with fireballs looks cool.. I wonder why Mario is able to shoot fireball.. even Luigi?

*off~

I am severed

Forgive and Forget.

Ha! Don't make me laugh...
It's easier for the first time, but as time passes... I only realize that I'm the foolish one who is enough to do such simple things.
You can say is people like me who causes war, but who knows.. it's people like you made me that way!! Believe me, I already tried ways to do so, I even done things that I couldn't have imagine I would do.. aaaah such hypocrite I am.
Thanks to you, I hate myself more, I hate others more, and I hate you even more.
If there's no realization in you, no matter how much we would have forgiven.. unconsciously history will repeat itself.
The times we spent together will remained as a memory, and will not be forgotten.
I'm not that cruel, I missed those moments too..
And I won't do anything to drag you down... hopefully you won't either.
butyoualreadydid
I'll remained as that..
My soft hearted days are over, you make me realize that.
A little hint, of every action you made.. it's a step further for me to actually forgive you.

Even it's juvenile for me to express myself through a blog, to show how gutless I am..
but am I speaking of someone too?

It takes miracles for me to change my feelings towards you, nothing but dark and pain in my path.
After reading this, I deserve your hatred, as well as you deserve mine.
From what I see, or how dramatic it may sound.. we're no longer as close as before.

P/s: I can play your game, TRY ME.

*off~

Michael Jackson at 50

50 years of living.

Double my age and it still doesn't reach his..
20 years of living, I've grown up listening to his music.
He's probably the reason why I start listening to musics.Michael Jackson.
Now became a legend.
One that known as King of Pop,
one that knows the moon walk,
one that became white,
one that became a dancing zombie.

smooth criminal.

Singer died at age 50,at UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles.
It was reported that Michael Jackson suffered a cardiac arrest earlier of the day and the paramedics were unable to revive the pop star.
So now his legend lives on, along with his three kids.

It doesn't matter whether you're black or white.

*off~ OW!

All those bullshits

Hey Peoples! Sorry for the lack of updates. I somehow able to feel that many of my readers are starting to complain about my love love updates.. but being in love.. nothing else matters hee!

Although, they didn't voice it out(other than Chikhan).. but okay I'll give a proper update now.

Today's post will be a "little"offensive, so take note.. if you find anything you don't like.
please stop. anddon'thateme

Today, I'm gonna talk about one of those famous English expletives. The term that is commonly used by the Americans. BULLSHIT.
or some call it bullcrap, bullplop, horseshit, bullbutter or bullcookies. I'm serious.
The word bull, meaning nonsense, was bla bla bla at world war 2, and then bla bla bla with the word shit, and then bla bla bla..


Sorry, lazied.. Not my job to explain how the word came to life. I'm going to elaborate my theory of THREE LEVELS OF BULLSHITS.

it's simple...Let's begin with first grade, the mild bullshitters. We take Wei Zhi for example.
Well, the mild bullshitters are basically, mild! When they start bullshiting, they don't even realize whether they are bullshitting or not.
BUT, being a mild one.. sometimes they don't have the intention to bullshit. I mean they tried not to.. but after a period of time, although they still deny it.. it turns out to be bullshits.
For example, let's say she announced she wanna go for swimming session, and put in a little effort asking people to join her and finding out the time and all.
After a while, she will still say,"hmmm, maybe I wanna start swimming.."
But after month, you won't see her in her swim suit, or bikini for all that matters.
Why?

Next, it's the grade 2 of bullshitters, the power bullshitter. Power bullshitters are those that, to make it easy, it's like telling a white lie and put little effort to cover it up.
Unlike the mild bullshitter, we can always catch when strong bullshitters do their work. And furthermore, less people trust them.
Other than Gan Hwei Han(picture above), there's another Strong Bullshitter in kampar..
hint: We all known him as a retard lookalike in swimming pools.
Yeap. Now, how does a strong bullshitter bullshit?

Here's a scenario, sometimes they will try to get an attention in the crowd by plunge in into a conversation of any topic, let's say masturbating.
So the guys will talk about how often they masturbate and all, the bullshitters will say,"Ha! Masturbation it's not like this, it's like that!"
When we ask how he knows? He'll probably answer kamasutra.. which obviously he doesn't have one.
Here's another scenario, this group of guys is talking about a specific kopi tiam at a specific place.
And the bullshitter said, "oh, isn't it the one at the corner which we eat nice Mexican food? I went there before! And trust me! it's nice!"
But the thing is, we all know that there was no Mexican food at that corner.. just a kopi tiam.

Now, here's the fun part. We have all learn about the mild and strong bullshitters.
Here's the Grade 3 bullshitter, the excessive one.
And there's none other than Mak Heong Weng. *applause*
The greatest bullshitter ever, one will say,"oh I shall start a blog!"
and when he said that, you have to wait months for him to actually start one.
and then, the blog finally died.
And so he said," Oh, I shall revive my blog!"
and yes, he did.. but after 2 post.. his blog died again.
That's one scene, but there's another scene.

After gym once with me, climbing once with Jordan, Golf once with his dad, and swim once with me.
He announced," I shall gym on Mondays! Climb on Tuesdays! Gym again on Wednesdays! Swim on Thursdays! Rest on Fridays! and Golf on Weekends!"
Believe me, he said these with full of enthusiasm.

But after a week later, he stayed at home for the rest of his holidays. and spent most of his time in cafes. *applause*

The great thing about excessive bullshitters, you cannot catch when they are bullshitting.
They said words so convincing till you have to believe them!
*applause*

If you find this offensive, pleasedon'thateme.
Besides, I might be bullshitting about all these bullcraps thing, aye?
except for Mak Heong Weng's case.

*off~

So much in love

I know I've been neglecting, and some blame it on love.. but what is there to blame? We celebrate love! It's been a week now... and many had been complaining, Well I'm sorry guys..

She had a spell on me, only she knows how to break it.

But I don't want her to do so <3We were so far when we start,

admiring your beauty like a priceless art.
I bump to you just to say hi,

I knew we can be friends just give it a try.

Gosh, everything went so fast!
So swift till we afraid we'll crash!
But fear not my dear sweetheart,
Because we know we'll never be apart!

My first thing every morning,
and my last thing every night.
On my phone I dialed and waiting,
To tell how I'd longing to hold you tight.

Wine and chocolate plus a movie,
All those indicates that I'm ready.
On that comfy bed I confess,
My love for you that words couldn't express!

Now that I've given you all my heart and soul,
like comfort and warmth when the cold wind blow.
Like sunshine through the rain,
My God I can love you again, and AGAIN!

Now that we're together,
I hope that we're never we apart.
I have you in my arms at night,
I'll hold you in my heart <3!

Your kiss so sweet it's such an addiction,
Your lips so soft and tender at its perfection.
As you press yours against mine,
Be gentle, cause this is our first time.

Now that I know I'd fallen so hard,
And you too love me twice as much!
I'll miss you when I don't see you a day,
But remember that my love is at your heart to stay.

This love I feel for you,
Will never, ever be erased.
For you are the only precious in my life,
That can never, ever be replaced.

I love you dearest, I truly do,
Sleeps is sweet when I dream of you!
You'll never gonna lose me, don't worry,
Oh Darling, cause you'll always be my baby!

"At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet."

~ Plato

*off~

Lips of an Angel

There's many ways to express myself, those words floating around my head... I'm in dilemma to choose one.
I guessed many of you already know, but yet.. I didn't found a ship on a drifting wide ocean, instead.. I found an island.
I learnt that love is always present, it is just a matter of feeling it or not. How many times have we all wondered if someone liked us? Like an illusion, is it only in my mind? If I know what it is, it is because of you.Fate keeps on happening. It isn't surprising that you would fall in love with a friend. After all, that friend is already someone you like and with whom you feel comfortable, it's often someone you already spend a great deal of time with and someone with whom you have spent thousand of hours together.
The whole word seems to smile now.
She said, "If you want to be my best friend, there's a long way to go!"
I was like, "Okay", and that is how it all began.
It was worth every minute, the happiness and the pain were like exercises for my heart, each time leaving it in better shape than before.

When you think about what it takes for 2 people to agree that they want to be together, it is a miracle that there's a thing called a relationship. I suddenly found myself "involved" with someone, every of my happiest memories will be those moments when the person I like returned those feelings...
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen nor touched, but are felt in heart.
Kinda think about it, she said loads of things that touches my heart, she may deny it.. perhaps I've not said anything touches hers before..
Perhaps loving something is the only starting place these is for making your life your own =)

So I'm letting you fly, cause you know in my heart, our love will never die.
You always be a part of me, I'm a part of you indefinitely!
And we linger on...
Somehow I'm very thankful that we played that song! Cause those words are what I meant heart fully.. Probably why I only kept singing that part!
2 souls with but a single thought; 2 hearts that beats as one!

Like the saying, I loved you not because I wanna be with you.. I loved you because I can't live without you. =)

So many people I wanna thank to, but that shall wait a little longer =)
20 days after my 2oth birthday, I had my ... you know!!!

*off~ Feeling much alive!

Star Student to be commenced

Hello peoples! I see that there's less readers in my blog, I'm not surprised either. I'm all drain out of element of humor! It's all about life and commitment now.
So as the beginning of the first semester of Year Two, there's no more fooling around and underestimating those that.. well shouldn't be underestimated.
Therefore, like I said before, the star student plan have to be applied.My results, (the other one) haven't reach me yet. With financial difficulties, I will hold on as long as I can. But no worries, everything will be just fine... it always seems that way isn't it?
Life is good sometimes. Despite commitments, you think life is unfair.. but what's life when you don't fall?
After all, you can't be brave if you've only had wonderful things happen to you.
It's all about stars now!

Honey,
Oh, Sugar, Sugar.
You are my candy girl

It's still on hold, hobbies and nonsense aside. I hope I can do that!
The rise of the star student, Jordan is already on the move, Soung Roung had already got selected..
Who else in on the Star Student list?
There's many to achieve this semester.. I like to call it summer, sounds so much cooler.
And if it's 2nd semester that falls on October, I would call it Fall.. but sadly with this kind of weather, I won't appreciate much with the thought of Fall/Autumn.
So, autumn in my heart then! =)
And then, winter sonata!

Alright, time to be serious.. tomorrow! Rise of the machine!! Well, basically I'll work my ass off like a machine.. hmm like Arnold! Oh wait, that's Jordan!

Look what he got there?

A whole load powder of muscle madness! I like to see how he turns those muscle powders, into solid muscles. Terminator on the loose baby! Jordan would be T-800..
I'll be back! *sunglasses on*
Shoot laser!!! piu piu~

How to be serious?
Oh by the way, I like to be T-1000, drools over liquidity moves~
I'mnotflexibleatallpffft!

*off~

How to be a star student

Hello peoples, after my downfall moments.. here's a lighter note for people that had been there for me.
I had a talk with Au Soung Roung yesterday, at Carl's Jr. Well, It's pretty much an interview anyway.. Most people that has his msn will probably recognize him with this PM : (*) student... STAR STUDENT.

We should make a group out of it eh, Mr Au..
Anyway, here's how you can become a star student :
Ask yourself, Do you do you homework? every one of it. (yes)
Do you attend classes? (yes)
Do you ask question? (nope)

Then you must let go your desire, learn to say NO! He cried when he said no to COD.
So I must say no to fishing, and eh fishing.
Yea, sorry to say.. there is insufficient time to hang out with anyone else anymore. Probably why Soung had been MIA for several month during my long term break. So if anyone ask, that's my reason.
Though, I still couldn't say no to ONE important thing.

Speaking of important, to those that actually played basketball with me..
will know my normal attire, but to me in this..

WOULD BE SURPRISING ISN'T IT?
Some called it love tops and love pants, I'll called it.. the best damn gift ever received.
=) Try compete with that!!
Anyway, I'm tired.. been washing and washing and wiping and washing and rinsing..
and guess who called me? Just to say hi..
helo <3

*off~

Deviance

My humanity failed me.
Believe me, I did not wish for these to come.. What happen to my positive thinking?
And look what it had done to me...
I don't like what I saw, and I don't know what the outcome will be.
But I take another chance, one more step to make.. hopefully it'll change my fate.
Pray for me.
If this doesn't work, hopefully I'll stay alive at my journey... cause the future is about to change.
I'm extremely depressed, I hope there's no other burden to bear until I solve this one.

Till then, there will be less updates. Pray that there's another chance for me.
All I know, I'd lost my sense of hope...

*off~

A night to remember

First of all, I would like to apologize about my previous post.. I know it's a little, you know here and there with the guy thing, but yeah.. sorry about it! I'm gonna improve that post real soon!
On the other hand, I'd promised you this! And I am going to share another wonderful moments of my life!

One night, total 1 hour drive, 2 hours talk, 3 beer bottles and a million lights.
Even a part of the picture say itself, be there for you. Haha you click on it and search for yourself, it's pretty obvious so try to find it.. I'll hint you, it's by the bag.

I'd been here numerous times, BUT I'd been here 4 times in just 2 weeks!! Well, I've already promised someone I will bring her up someday.. so by the day I reach PJ, the first person to call? Mak.. cause he knows KL roads better than Allah.. I don't say Jesus or Buddha or Quan Yin or any other god you're praying to cause it's islamic country, and I respect that so I say Allah..(aaah filled with sarcasm)
So why four times? The first time was a total disaster, I couldn't remember a thing on how to get here... plus the fact that there's 3 ways to get here..asking directions from so many people is a bad idea! So thanks to my one and only trusty Mak.. I even draft out the directions and road names, just to make sure =). The draft is still in my car!!
Took me 3 times to remember the road, but the fourth time I still missed one turning.. I sucked at roads.
But still have thanks to Google Earth for the outdated roads.

aaaah, yes! We agreed that I will post this picture up instead of the other one.. I liked this picture though, well duh if not why I even post it up?
Sorry peoples, identity still classified.. althought I've already made a big fuss about how I met her and all.. to some poeple that actually knew her name already. Those who don't, or never met her before.. don't worry! You'll get your chance!
Well, some of you actually knew her already, but the name still don't ring any bell of yours... continue the wait then.

Anyway, a big part of me never thought that this trip will work. It's just a feeling, but it wasn't for her naughtiness.. she almost got into trouble and couldn't follow me up at all!
Thankfully I came after all =)

Like none other days, the mist was thicker that night. Due to the rain, I was hoping to see stars though. And that night was much colder, suits the whole environment perfectly. Despite the crowd which I didn't expect to be that many on Thursday night!!
Had a couple of beers, there's always talks about how we liked to stay outside of the balcony, have a couple of beers.. we did that back in Kampar. Just that we never did it together, and since Look Out Point has this huge tower which also works like a balcony.. we got ourselves couple bottle of beers!
Had some talks too, share our likes and dislikes, the most random things... the funniest thing is watching her gushed like a little girl after the whole event! And me, having myself speaking in total broken english like sweeting talk!
But still, being with her on the top of the tower.. that night itself wasn't the same from the other night that I went.
Laughter, smiles, dolce e cantabile!!!

The night ended, like always.. with a smile. my smile never been so wide.. but there's a first time for everything. I realize I'd been smiling these days, every morning and night just before I sleep. Call me crazy, but that's how people often describe it! You know what it is... don't cha' peoples?

Well, time to go, more fun next time! Cheerio~

*off~ loves, hugs & kisses!